it's down to five days yea.
i've become softer. which makes me wonder whether i really became louder.
well after all, it was only jia ying who said so.
so i dunnoe.
and it was in the band room and now we're in the KS Chee.
if i cant sound loud enough in the KS Chee, how am i supposed to be heard in the hall.
and i am supposed to rise above everybody.
which aparently isnt the case now.

shall try playing the field tmr.

dammit.